vboy is home.

whenever he comes home, i feel like a sense of certainty.like he knows what we need to do.he shares many experiences with me.he teaches me what to do and how to control my life.I suck at that part.haha.

and previously at uni,it was just me.I can't deal with all that stress and he was the one who can talk me out of it.but he couldn't with all that he is working on.my,my...whatever shall I do without him really.

I know I grow up already but without him with me,I'm half dead.Maybe that's why all woman needs a man in their life? To set control to them? Is that true?

I want to make my life as beautiful as possible.I've set goals of course.And I accomplished them.but...as I get older,those weren't the goals I wanted my life to be with.I don't want to have these memories with me.

Oh well,who says life can't be full of colour eh?hehe.

And I miss Prisca!Wherever she is...I miss her bad.I need her like water though.She was there for me during my rough times and I am just so damn sad I couldn't for her.She did all those things for me!And what did I do?NTH!God I love the way she tells me things.God,please bring her back.Or at least someone like her.Either like my brother or somehow.

I planned.I still have 5 sems to go.the last sem is industrial training so that leaves out 1 sem.so I have 4 sems.That means 2 years to go.When I came back for this holiday...I didn't want to go back.I hated there.The stress and all that.But its what makes me grow!

They hated me.Like what the hell?I'm KICKED OUT of the group because few of those din like me?fine.I have my life.I believe I can find someone way better.God,u know I can count on you.

Till then,
CIAO!